ROUND THREE

Hi there.

Cant see too much has been going on since the last time we talked. Jenn was getting voted out, and nobody at all was questioning it. Of course you gotta think for a quick sec if it was TOO quiet, but I was feeling pretty damn good about what would go down. Ami and Daniel want to work with me and Dan, and you have myself, Dan and Ashley deciding if we want to keep it n00bs vs Vets. Jenn leaving just kind of paused things for our tribe. If we go to tribal this round, it could be a much different vote. Either that or we just drop Colton. Which is a bit too boring IMO.

Going in to this challenge, I wanted to make sure I didn't take a leader roll at all. Thats the last thing I want to be seen as right now. If I continue on that path, I become a huge merge target. So we are just going to leave that back at the tribe pick em. Well, that and the idol secret.
And, I kind of feel like I am watching us lose this challenge in real time. I've submitted my puppet, Ami has come up with a good story line, and JFP is going to write it out. Do I trust JFP to come up with something quality? Well, no, not really. Thats why I said I feel like Im watching us lose. But I guess I have to see what he can do. Dan and I are still going with the fact that he is sketchy. So if he fucks up, guess it just gives us a reason to go after him at some point. I'm around all day today, so I will be here to pull any slack. Hopefully we can come up with a win.

Speaking of the whole JFP thing, Dan told Ashley what went down with him. Im kind of ok with this. I just gotta make sure it doesn't go south. Ashley is definitely on board with us 3 as a core, but I just still feel like I need to have an eye on her at every moment. Apparently she said she likes everyone else much more anyway. So. I dunno. Guess we will see what goes down with that.

If we do lose this challenge, I want to begin looking at getting Daniel out. I just get this bad feeling with him. I don't see him as being very sincere, and I feel like he will not look out for me down the road. So he gotta go. I just need to worry about what happens with Ami. She could be pissed at me. And if thats the case, she would have to leave right after him. So maybe I talk to her beforehand?? Make sure she doesn't think its about her at all. I know theres nothing to worry about with an idol, so its not like they can do all that much?

First things first though. Lets attempt to win this challenge.

I CALL BULLSHIT!!!!

On those results. I mean c'mon!!! Give us a break here!

But of course, off to tribal we go. And the second results are up, our tribe is sent into MAD chaos. And its thanks to two vets who I literally would rather strangle than anything else. Now.....I'm not even sure how much of this I have processed. So I apologize if this post makes NO FUCKING SENSE!!!!!

So right off the bat Ashley starts telling me that Ami and Daniel want to vote either myself or JFP. Apparently she pitched Amber as a vote, and they brushed it off quickly. Obviously all I hear is my name, and I'm a little choked. But did that actually happen???
-Side note, Ashley is saying here that she doesn't want to vote JFP

I then have JFP getting mad telling me that Ashley is throwing his name around. So he copy and pastes convos and what not trying to get info. And of course. Ashley finds out.

Now Ashley is furious, and is refusing to vote anyone but JFP. WTF?!?! This girl needs her meds.

I have Ami talking to me, trying to see if there is any other option than JFP. She is tossing out so many names, and from the sounds of it, she's doing the same to others.

JFP is now working HARD to flip the vote onto Ashley. And it is working. Ami and Amber are 100% on board. And thru this, I find out that it was actually Ashley who first pitched JFPs name, This is coming from Ami, so who really knows. She could easily be lying to get me pissed off at Ashley.

Sooooo the vote is looking to be heading Ashleys way. Sure she is a little spastic, but I do trust her to look out for me. Am I crazy???? Probably.

Now I have Daniel telling me that he can't vote Ashley. He wants her around. So if I want Ashley to stay, all I need to do is pull Colton over.

He is caught in the middle. Im not sure how much he actually trusts me, but it seems like we are making this decision together.


I just am so fucking annoyed that two idiots had to go and cause a ruckus. Why couldn't we just come together as Vets and vote fucking Daniel out?!?! Nooooooooo, we had to go bat shit crazy and turn on each other. There is literally no way I can get any of these fools to work together. So now its just about making the best worst decision.

GAH!!!! This game. THIS ROUND!!!! I need a shake up.

Things are settling, and it seems like the most logical choice is to just let Ashley die. And to be real honest, it could be the best thing for me. She is 100% a liability, and even if she will keep me safe, her mouth could easily get me in trouble. She was a kamikaze pilot this game. And I do feel bad, but I need to do whats best for me.

Now I just need to figure things out and gain some traction here. I honestly don't feel like I have as good of a grasp as I once did this game, so I need to get some people moving.