New tribes!!



So excited to be away from that hell hole!! With this new tribe I am still stuck with Lockhart--which sucks so much. However, I think I have a chance to move onwards and make some new bonds! I just hate being this late into the game without any solid fucking alliances. I blame that on Lockhart, because anything going wrong is his fault. He fucked up so much. However, I do have good friends. I feel like I have bonded a lot today with Newt, and kind of confided in him a bit. I also have talked to Draco on this new tribe, Madam Pomfrey during the tribe picks when we had a brief period of open communication(I basically vented to her about Lockhart <3 <3). Fate does not want Pomfrey to be on the same team as me. So I have to figure out other stuff for myself. My goal is to bond with Amos, Mirabella, Snape, and Newt as much as I can. I feel like Draco&Me are close and will keep going with our talks that seem awesome. I just need to focus on these others the most. With these new tribe mates liking me, I think a Lockhart vote might become easier to manage. I think Newt understands the reasons for my dislike for him. He understands the position I was put in during the last tribe. I am hoping he feels for me a bit and maybe has started to like me? If so, I could see him also distrusting Lockhart(I mean if Lockhart could fuck me over, he could fuck anyone over down the line?) Cross toes if we lose a challenge, I can send Lockhart the fuck out of here.

Bonding with Mirabella now = It is coming back to me how easy it is to talk to her. So yay to this.

The best way to describe my mood change:

Ron Weasley [10:34 PM]
omg yes

newt its like
some1 gave out some antidepressant medications
and im coming out of a slumber
its so powerful

Newt Scamander [10:39 PM]
Ron finally feeling the power
The joy
He is a new man

<3

So this tribe seems a lot better. I feel like I am able to talk to everyone and it is a lot more fun. I really felt good about everything. Then Lockhart starts talking about the Rita vote in the public team chat. Lockhart always has to ruin everything. Thanks for bringing the dark cloud back over Lockhart.

So this is when I get kind of confused. So here is what Lockhart says to me today:

Gilderoy Lockhart [5:36 PM]
APPARENTLY


Ron Weasley [5:36 PM]
i was just reading these

Gilderoy Lockhart [5:36 PM]
Amos, Mira, and Newt
Is a thing

Ron Weasley [5:36 PM]
ugh ew
do we know if mira used her idol yet

Gilderoy Lockhart [5:36 PM]
She has it
And it’s possible she has another one

Ron Weasley [5:36 PM]
omg
LOL

Gilderoy Lockhart [5:36 PM]
Amos has a side deal with Snape
And Mira and Draco might have something

Ron Weasley [5:37 PM]
wtf
r we like

Gilderoy Lockhart [5:37 PM]
We’re

Ron Weasley [5:37 PM]
the only ones without anything

Gilderoy Lockhart [5:37 PM]
At the bottom

Ron Weasley [5:37 PM]
ugh

Gilderoy Lockhart [5:37 PM]
Apparently this tribe was built
Because we’d never lose immunity

Ron Weasley [5:37 PM]
oooh
ugh
ew

It confuses me so much the amount that Lockhart seems to want to work with me. It makes me honestly have a wonder of how stupid he was during the Rita vote. He just was not thinking? In that case though, can you really want to work with someone who is that stupid? He is the most confusing person ever.

So, with this information I continue to talk to people and bitch about Lockhart when they ask about the Rita vote but kind of try to leave it at that. The only person I bitch a bit extra with is Mirabella. I try to bond with her about Lockhart's lameo description of events in the main chat. Overall though, I am trying to keep my conversations warm and friendly and not so game-heavy. I mean we won the fucking challenge. We shouldn't be talking so much game---Lockhart.

Snape talked to me a bit game-wise and mentioned that I may have to mend fences with Lockhart. And then Lockhart mentioned later to me about how Snape wants to go after Newt/Mira so we may want to make a big move.

So if I gather everything correctly it may be Lockhart that is more in danger then me. I mean, I have a good relation with Newt, Draco, Mirabella(I think), and even Amos. Lockhart is basically worried about himself. So you can be worried Lockhart. I would love to see you go home, so you are complaining to the wrong person bro. I honestly think Draco wouldn't want to see me go. I also don't think Newt/Mira would either. I need to be useable and I think I am presenting myself to be useable for other peoples' games until I can get a better grasp of where everyone is at. I do not trust Lockhart's information. I want to find out information for myself. Snape could be feeding Lockhart complete lies to see where it ends up--to test him. Who even knows.