i would feel especially awful if lauren gets idoled out here. i feel like i slightly forced her into this position with my own gameplay, which is frankly not that true and i'm just vain and anxious, but i'd still not forgive myself if she left on my accord.
well, that sucked. the last thing i wanted besides leaving myself was a rock draw and now i'm down one of my closest allies. i'm trying to look on the bright side; i knew she was going to be a huge threat and there was no way i'd want to risk getting to the end with her. but this leaves me in QUITE A FUCKING PICKLE lmao. i only have one person who is safely in my corner right now. there's no chance i'll ever write maxwell's name down unless it's to give him the win. as if there was even one already. i literally could never bring myself to do that. so, like, i'm down to do whatever is necessary to get the two of us to the end together. however lmfao i don't know what i can even do here. i feel like the smartest option is to try and get lauren and bobby to vote santiago with us, leaving three tight pairs in the f6. from then, i... don't know. i don't know. maybe that's when lauren is the best target because she's the biggest threat to go on an immunity tear and win the game. she could go now, too, tbf. i don't know i don't know lmao i'm losing my marbles <3
whew! i'm getting pretty convinced that i can actually trust hailey. she's telling me that she has my back and she'll keep me in the loop, and that she's fine if we think it needs to be one of her side leaving this round. being hopeful sounds unrealistic but i really think i have a way to keep surviving. honestly, this is always when i play at my best. when i feel like my back is against the wall and i need to do whatever i can to survive, something clicks into place and i find myself in the game longer than i ever should have been on paper. and while i wouldn't say i'm immediately on death's door, i'm so close that i should do every little thing i can to make myself harder to get rid of
gutted. destroyed. distraught. my sweet babe is gone :'( and he took my heart with him so it's time to get a lil ruthless! i'm gonna do whatever it takes to survive you don't even KNOW i'll punch a BEAR i don't give a FUCK
whew. okay. so here is the PLAN. santiago and miami both let me know the plan is to split votes on me and lauren, hoping i'll somehow be able to convince lauren to play the idol on me. that's... never happening in a million years lmao. instead i pitched to lauren that we both vote santiago, and hope for a miracle at the revote between me and santiago given lauren is guaranteed to play her idol here lmao. now, here, it occurred to me that bobby could flip on the revote and force a second tie, leaving me, lauren, bobby, and santiago all immune.
this is how i know i will survive this round. hailey HAS to vote santiago here in order to avoid the potential of being cirie'd, and she wants me to stick around as it is because she trusts me. this also gives us a potentially solid opportunity to flush both idols this round. lauren will misplay hers, not knowing hailey is flipping. we also want to make sure miami knows of the possibility of a second revote where bobby can flip at no risk, because that might scare her into also playing hers. the plan is for hailey to bring it up to miami close enough to deadline that miami doesn't have the time to settle and think it through.
if i pulled this off, my chances of winning this game just skyrocketed. especially if miami misplays her idol, we go to f5 with no idols and we all have such targets on our backs that mine doesn't look as shiny and important anymore. everything's lookin' up now, folks!
If you had to rank fruit based on its value to society, which would be first and last?
first is easily the peach. it's tasty, it's juicy, and very culturally relevant thanks to cinematic classic call me by your name. last, a fucking chore of a fruit if i ever saw one, the goddamn pomegranate. yeah, yeah, it's tasty, i guess, if you like scraping the thin semblance of flavor off of tiny seeds. all that fucking labor for minimal payout? and pomegranates are so expensive! you should be paying ME for the time it's going to take to eat this fucking rubik's cube!
If you had to rank fruit based on its value to society, which would be first and last?
first is easily the peach. it's tasty, it's juicy, and very culturally relevant thanks to cinematic classic call me by your name. last, a fucking chore of a fruit if i ever saw one, the goddamn pomegranate. yeah, yeah, it's tasty, i guess, if you like scraping the thin semblance of flavor off of tiny seeds. all that fucking labor for minimal payout? and pomegranates are so expensive! you should be paying ME for the time it's going to take to eat this fucking rubik's cube!
not to mention the peach has the strongest emoji game in the fruit world.
if hailey burns me here i'm going to break my laptop in half but i don't see that happening. she seems fully serious about working with me until the very end. it's hard for me to trust that anybody wants that with me right now, but i really do think i can trust hailey. i don't think she's felt like she's had a genuine solid ally yet. i still almost expect hailey to cut me at f3 given the chance, but i trust her til then.
