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Jay 23rd Jun 2018 9:05:40 PM


My last confessional for real this time. Disregard the title, more of a retrospective and reasons why i feel like i should win the season. I need to put the performance of a lifetime at FTC tomorrow to win, and i am ready to do so.

I have had a complete blast this season. Thank you to production, the cast, the viewers and everyone else involved. It's been real fr fr.

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Posted in Episode 17 - FINALE
Jay 23rd Jun 2018 8:32:07 PM
Had to go with my gut there and keep Mike. I honestly thought there was a chance Mike could be playing me and voting me with Harrison but I just took the risk. I swore to Mike I wouldn't vote him out and he did the same, so I would just feel like a terrible person to cut him over someone like Harrison who votes me for no reason at all. Like seriously, the guy is so obsessed with me that he knows he would be the only vote for me, yet does it anyways wtf.

Jenn is extremely pissed at me, which i completely get. I really considered myself someone who would cut anyone and anything to win, and that just has not been the case for me this season. I couldn't cut Jenn and I couldn't cut my boy Mike. I do understand theres a chance they both get more votes than I do, but like at this point i'm okay with that. I feel like i have played the best game I could possibly have played, all while keeping this game intense and entertaining at the same time. I have basically been the main reason for EVERY single merge vote. In a game filled with blindside after blindside, I haven't been blindsided once, not ONCE. I said it after the Anders vote, "You can't blindside me, I do the blindsiding" and i've stayed true to that. If the jury votes strictly on gameplay and who DESERVES it, it should be me by a landslide. But this is Survivor and it just isn't that easy. People will vote for their friends and they will vote on who was nicer to them, and if thats the case I will probably lose, which is fine.

Even on the last vote of the season with just 3 people to choose from, I was able to make it a 2-1-1 blindside. I would rather play this crazy ass type of game and lose to one of my close allies, than be a boring ass gamebot and win against some scrubs.
Posted in Episode 16
Jay 21st Jun 2018 3:50:05 PM


Posted in Episode 16
Jay 21st Jun 2018 12:16:43 AM
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

I really was ready to go 24 hours but i forget to post and now my time is 40 fucking minutes. If i leave at 4, there is literally nobody I can blame but my fucking self. Fuckkk man I know have to suck up to Jenn for 3 fucking days and pray to god she brings me. This is so fucking annoying man lol.

Posted in Episode 16
Jay 20th Jun 2018 11:58:45 PM
well fuck lol
Posted in Final 4 Challenge
Jay 20th Jun 2018 11:40:02 PM
Jay hangs on
Posted in Final 4 Challenge
Jay 20th Jun 2018 11:30:13 PM
Jay hangs on
Posted in Final 4 Challenge
Jay 20th Jun 2018 11:20:03 PM
Jay hangs on
Posted in Final 4 Challenge
Jay 20th Jun 2018 11:10:03 PM
Jay hangs on
Posted in Final 4 Challenge
Jay 20th Jun 2018 11:00:15 PM
Jay hangs on
Posted in Final 4 Challenge
Jay 20th Jun 2018 10:18:19 PM
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Posted in Final 4 Challenge
Jay 20th Jun 2018 12:32:17 AM
if i dont win this game i will give every viewer $48


Post Edited by Jay @ 20th Jun 2018 12:32:48 AM
Posted in Episode 15
Jay 19th Jun 2018 8:33:38 PM
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Posted in [FIFTEEN] - RESULTS
Jay 18th Jun 2018 6:28:28 PM
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just came across this unfinished written confessional in my notes. Wild how i basically took my #1 ally from final 11 out for someone who i thought was shady in round 11.

Goals for this round:

1. win immunity

2. use some idol paranoia to my advantage. at this point i am pretty sure nobody has an idol, which is why i acted like i was going to play one last round. at this point ive trolled so much about having an idol, i doubt anyone actually really believes i have one, but i dont need people to REALLY believe i have one. I just need them to somewhat believe i have it, because nothing at final 5 is more important than your vote and nobody wants to waste their vote on someone they think has the idol. so if someone asks, im not gonna say no.

3. play the middle big time. I am basically in the middle of two duos. i need to play up the fact that a tie breaker is bound to happen if i am voted out this round. mike and harrison have been going to joey and jenn to snitch on me, but i think i can get those two fucktards to vote with me this round. if not i can still play up the loyalty angle to jenn.

i just need options this round, and i honestly think i have at least 3 good angles going right now.

me pulling up to the final 4 plz- Posted Image

Posted in Episode 15
Jay 17th Jun 2018 11:43:06 PM


toughest move i've had to make all season
Posted in Episode 15
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