Working on uploading a video. Youtube uploader is being super slow.

Have no idea what's going on with Youtube, it's taking for ever to upload my damn video. Really worried about this challenge, I know it's going to be a loss. Half my tribe just didn't care and it kind of sucks. I know that real life really gets in the way but just trying to find time was necessary for me. In hindsight I wish I would've been a hermit all day and just pulled a blanket over my head, shielded myself from the world for like 12 hours. It was a fun challenge and a good endurance comp but if you really try it was sooo easy. I say in my video, I only stopped cause the sun came up. Otherwise I would've kept going but didn't know the next time I could have just gone and ran like that, but I'm pretty proud of myself. Really hoping that Kathy did all right but I absolutely doubt that. Absolutely do not think Kathy in this tribe is worth our time at all. I wish Chase was still on our tribe honestly.

Kathy - ?
Brett - 7
Matt - 3
Matty - 3
Fabio - 10
Tyler - 5

28 so far, that's not good...

Given up on the video for now...

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! I worked so damn hard for that and we were only like an hour and a half away and Kathy didn't even submit, if Chase was here we would have won by HOURS to spare. I'm so mad. It should've been Kathy, not Brett, not Tyler, Not Chase, Not Matty, Not Matt, Not Fabio. Kathy deserves to go, she hasn't done all that much for this tribe, she does not deserve to be here. I'm so disappointed. Wow. I worked hard, so hard so that we wouldn't have to be in that terrifying and most hectic tribal councils I've felt apart of, too wishy washy, too last minute, I'm mad about it all.

This round isn't what I wanted it to be, I just hope that I can persuade Tyler that I'm his buddy and that I worked hard for the tribe. I'm mad he told Kathy last round. She shows up for 20 minutes and boom she's back in the game? That doesn't fly with me. I'm livid. Show up to vote, be a number then go away. She was so assertive too. I get that but JESUS. I'm mad, and she knows I dropped her name last round, (maybe?) so I'm sure she doesn't like me. What's to say she won't just come on say, "Hey, let's vote Fabio instead." And then disappear. I'm going to work on all of them, Brett and Tyler. Even Matty and Matt. That's not fair. The other tribe did great and all but COME ON. I would've sacrificed more time, I should have sacrificed more time. Why did I let this happen.

Nervous a little honestly, I think I can trust Matt/Matty though and I think that Kathy will self vote and I also think Brett and Tyler are telling the truth, it's just quiet for a long time cause we all agreed early. It's pretty nerve wracking. It's 10:35 and I'm all ready sort of looking at the clock, begging and wishing it was midnight to get this over with.