Okay, so I totally tried to make a video but Youtube is being slower than ever and taking forever to load. I tried yesterday same problem and today same problem, two different videos.

So, I'm kind of getting mixed feelings about everything. I think I'm being personally singled out actually about the parchments and being viewed as a villain but I'm not sure to tell you the truth. Anyways, Fran approached Brett about voting me and was dead set and when Brett mentioned Hali, Fran was focused on me.

Brett has told me on a few accounts that he would like Hali gone, despite me trying to pitch him a final 3 deal. He views her as the biggest end game threat, despite how she feels about him, I always want to keep around people to make me feel secure, I guess my games a little boring but the Boston Rob strategy is always something of preference.

But what scares me is that when Fran got the picture that Brett didn't want to vote me but Hali instead, Fran mentioned voting JK. So I'm a little confused. Why jump from me to JK? Unless there is a little something between Fran/Hali, but I really honestly, do not think that it's a big deal. I trust the Jaruud 4 and if they were to blindside me, well then I fucking deserve it cause unless I hear facts of conspiracy, I'm always by them, and even then would I let them know how betrayed I would feel.

This is the last hump but definitely the most nervous I've been in the game so far. It seems like anything could happen and the last thing I want is a tie in this game.... Idol paranoia is slipping in more and more and that's make everyone more nervous. It's looking like we're going to be voting Chelsea this round and if Brett does decide to roll with us, he'll feel even more betrayed about it cause he decided to side with us and rather than flip.

Personally, I do think it's a little late for them to flip, they should've flipped last round if that was their move. I'm a little suspicious and paranoid. It's not a good feeling, I hope we don't tie, but I think we will. I hope Brett doesn't abandon all trust with me if I vote Chelsea. Matty and JK need to get on. I'm nervous.

Foreshadowing of tonight....

Could it be me? The Fall of Fabio?

I'm even wondering if Hali and JK did vote me.

Overall, I just want to say that I have loved the friendships I made with the Jaruud 4 and Brett. I loved every second of playing. Thank you hosts, thank you everyone. I had a lot of fun.