Not exactly sure if I'm even allowed to write confessionals before the tribes have been revealed but I feel like I should at least try posting!

Yesterday I've had a horrible day with some serious family drama and for a moment I felt like yeah I'm quitting on Day 0 bye but then I've decided to try to get over it and I feel like focusing on this game is better for my sanity!

I've talked with about 10 people so far and those conversations ranged from 'Hey how are you?' 'Ok and u?' 'Ok, bye' to some really interesting and long talks and I've already made some opinions on some of the people in here.

Bob C was the first one to approach me but I was a huge mess at this time and just kept going on how sad I am so I don't think I've made a good first impression! He told me he was a newbie to ORGs but he also told me he had talked with everyone already so I don't really believe him or we know different definitions of word newbie, I don't know.

Ibes was very cool to talk with, he is a Survivor superfan and that's pretty much all I got from him.

Misty had been super nice and it's crazy. It does feel like we are the only two people that didn't talk with everybody and it's a weird feeling! lol

Chris is apparently also a newbie and he had been giving me so much info on day one it made me believe he actually is one.

Tina's nice, she's a fan but not a superfan and seems to be pretty experienced with ORGs.

I've talked with Nick about Reality TV for hours and I've had such a good time talking with him!

Talking with Shane on the other hand was kind of weird, I've asked him whether he's had any experience with ORGs he replied with 'alias :)' like I'm going to find out his identity, where he lives and everything if he answers a simple question idk? Then we talked about coffee or more like he talked about coffee. I don't really know how I feel about this one.

JoAnna seemed like a gamebot ngl, she was nice but she doesn't seem very interested in being here or in Survivor or talking in general and it seems like some people find her pretty boring but I have no problems with her.

I was about to fall asleep when both Jerry and Bob Dawg messaged me so I just said hey how are you and kind of left, which probably wasn't too nice or smart from my side!

Anyway there is that 9-hour difference between me and other people and ngl I'm worried it might affect my game but so far I think I'm doing just okay.

Good luck :)

Yul @ 1/5/2016 17:38

Good luck :)

Thank you, I'll need it. <3 By the way, why is my post count still at one lol?

Tonight I tried talking to everyone I haven't spoken with before and I pretty much failed miserably.

Talking with Debbie... Ugh, not because she's bad or anything but it took her one hour to reply to my message and then it took me one hour to reply to her message and our conversation went nowhere because we both clearly suck at life and are out of sync.

Everyone's already BBFs with Sandra but all I got from her was radio silence and it made me pretty paranoid!

And then on the other hand, some people already dislike Coach so I'm hoping he's on my tribe and becomes a meat-shield to everyone. B)

I don't think people realize there's a guy called Bruce in here, nobody has talked to him and it doesn't seem like he wants to talk to anybody either.

But then there are the two new guys! Joe is in some serious Gamebot mode and won't say anything that could be used against him. Who did he talk with? Few people. What does he think of them? They're nice. I don't think he trusts me so I won't trust him either.

Fabio told me he's very bad at puzzles and that he played in about 4 ORGs before, he's saying it took him like two hours to complete one puzzle and I'm not sure whether he's simply trying not to look like a threat but I don't think telling everyone you're horrible at challenges is a good thing pre-merge but whatever he wanted to be #TeamBlondies the second I messaged him lol!

Posts in your confessional don't count towards your post count :) I changed it sometime yesterday