Ya im sp00ked rn

Theres really not much to confess about but like

I am PRAYING that I can get through this vote with Deb and I still intact and take Jerry down. It sounds like Jenns vote stealer expired last round (It better have otherwise the fact that my double vote expired a round before her stealer did is p bull tbh) Cause if I can get to F4, It could turn into Misty and Jenn v Bob Dawg and Debbie, which I am totally willing to tackle head on. Any chance of me sliding into the finals at this point in the game is going to be monumental and fkn needed cause I really do think I can win the game in a F3 situation, even against Misty. Ive beeen thinking about it and I can see it going:

Bob- Tina, Chris, Nick, Jerry
Misty - Candice, Jenn, Shane
Deb - Joanna

So I do still think I could pull it off, albeit a bit of a close call. Im okay with that, cause that would be a photo finish and make the endgame all the better here. Im a bit worried about FTC cause idk how well ill do (This is already the best ive ever done in a survivor game, add making ftc to that and my nerves are shot), so I could MAJORLY fuck it up. Who knows, well see what happens, given i make it through this round, already a huge maybe. Fuck man.

im so nervous i decided to go on a skype call with the other eons hosts to plan shit and theyre making avis rn and im just listening cause it makes me less nervous god help me

I'm still shook up but I know that after this round, given I'm still here, it should be smooth sailing, ESPECIALLY if I FINNALY win an immunity. Like, just 1 immunity at the absolute best time would put my mind so at ease. Woulda been great today but past is in the past