Tina's gone and I'm going to miss her but I have the feeling I can count on her vote if I make it to the end so I guess it's not bad for me game-wise.

Last week was crazy with me doing some really crazy stuff, telling Jerry I'm voting for him (wanted to force a tie but that didn't go well of course!), offering everyone all sort of deals and I said some really horrible stuff in the confessionals (hopefully no one's going to read Top Nine thread rip) and that sucks but things can't always go the way I want and I suppose this TC was a wake-up call for me.

I suggested the Top Four alliance to Jenn, Misty and Nick - and while I hope everyone keeps loyal, I'm thinking of making some kind of pact that if one of us goes against the group we won't vote for that person at the FTC. Jenn has a vote stealer and we all agreed to vote for Jerry next so I really think we have a good chance of making it.

This TC we're planning on splitting the vote, Shane apparently has an Idol and wants me out (which I understand of course!) so as far as I know it's really between him and Jerry.

Right now I'm being totally honest with everyone but I told Bobby that Jenn will be playing her vote stealer, which is 100% BS, to ensure him and Debbie don't flip.

Overall, I think the previous round sucked and I sucked during that period and it's kind of refreshing not to worry and call people idiots.

Right now I'm not really scared for what's about to come but you never know what's going to happen - the only thing I know is that the TC results are going to surprise someone.