Don't know if I'm even allowed to make any more confessionals but I'm in the jury right now and I'm just blown away by how real this game really is to some people.

So I applied to have fun and try something different, I guess and while I was a huge asshole and I've called so many people idiots, I'm shocked how seriously the game was taken by Nick - like he came in so bitter at Debbie (which is fair because I was bitter too) for trying to play the game, I guess? Like I get he likes to write a novel every time he has a confessional but wow this kind of made me realize that some people are in here to boost their egos and are huge douchebags while pretending to be nice just so they can win.

Like I knew he in particular was a huge ass to Tina and even called her just a number but I thought to myself, yeah he's nice and everything on chat so it has to be a personality clash but just wow. I expected some assholes in here and I'd say I'm an asshole too but once I called Jerry an idiot for making moves that I thought were stupid, I didn't pretend to be his BFF - I just told him I'm going to vote for him and while this clearly wasn't the best move from my part, I think I'd rather people know I'm not that nice then show my true colors at the last second.

So anyway I got the 8th place - I said way too many nasty things but I realized that this was a fun experience for me personally and now I'm going to remember that there are some people who came here only to win and you'll most likely not know who's a shit-eater in disguise until the very end. And the rant's over - geez, I think it's crazy how invested I got in an ORG but once again thanks for having me!