have an emotional breakdown and write a couple 20000 word posts detailing my emotions on itunes

u know me so well

misty requested this so here it is

DECISION TIME FOR DEBBIE

do I boot my new ALLY Jerry with misty and Bob dawg to ensure I really can't win OR do I boot my longest standing ally Bob dawg to keep my chances alive but also burn the one bridge I've maintained since day one

or do I go out for dinner and forget to vote!!!

y'all can't tell me that me voting for Jenn last minute and causing a tie then going away and not answering IMs all night didn't make for the most exciting event of this game so far

but anyway I just didn't know what I wanted to do honestly. I love Bob dawg. he's bae. I want him to win.

but also Jerry has recently been the person to message me the most. he's been very adamant about working together and I know it's more so for selfish reasons so he has a shot at winning buuuuutttt he also has been becoming more fun to talk to and idk.

so I have the choice of making sure Bob dawg goes home -which is smart bc he's a huge threat. but also I would be sad doing that bc I've been w him since day one. he's the last of death team left. he's been here through all of our hardships and horrible tribe names.

or do I force a tie and go to rocks, possibly sending myself home but possibly sending home the biggest threat of the game nick (who I also have adored since day one and really wouldn't wanna fuck over but like there are 3 ppl I don't wanna vote ever in this game and I'm gonna have to vote at least one of them at some point, so) oooorrrr rocking our Jenn. who doesn't exist.



WHAT SHALL I DOOOO

who is she

IM A HORRID PERSON

Nick came to me wanting to know if he should flip his vote bc he wants to vote with me (I know I know he just wants to avoid rocks bc that's a way he goes home but STILL) and then he spent time making sure he cheered me up.... bc misty told him I was in an emotionally volatile place as of right now and NOW IM REPAYING HIM BY LYING AND POTENTIALLY MAKING HIM GO HOME

imagine if I had kept y'all updated like this all game I actually had so much to say just never could say it

and I've been emotionally volatile this whole damn game.

SOMEONE SHOULD PROB CLIP MY EMOTIONS OFF

like a BAD HAIRCUT AT THE TWO DOLLAR BARBER

how does rocks even work in this game. do u mail us a bag of rocks

DID NICK LOWER MY KARMA LMAO

is it weird that I woke up laughing about the whole nick hates me now thing lol

well since misty has no faults and can't seem to lose an immunity challenge it's time for Bob dawg to go. sorry amigo, you've been a terrific son and without you I prob wouldn't have SRVIVED as long as I did in this game but it's too late to care about that. it's final 5 and I'm not will sims. if anything I'm Katie fuckin Gallagher.

next round we have to keep immunity from misty. sorry girl. you can't make finals.