Okay so I want to clear this up.

Honestly I was expecting a lot worse coming into Ponderosa so I'm actually really happy that you guys toned it down lol

Basically I knew I was screwed at Final Nine. With the Sausage Link and my life playing directly into other people's hands, I knew I was done. I had basically turned Ami, Sherri and Monica against me and I knew that Lembo, Amber and Colton all didn't think to highly of me. I knew I was destined to get third at best, MAYBE second if I was able to sell enough people.

I honestly thought I was going to go home like late pre-merge. I knew that my activity wouldn't be stellar due to the fact that I am always running with work and school, but Rodney and I formed a bond Day 1 (which, FYI, Brice tried to say "RODNEY IS STICKING WITH ME SINCE WEVE HAD AN ALLIANCE SINCE DAY THREE!!!!" and I'm like "K good for you") and that carried me this far. I wish I could have been more of a strategic counterpart, but c'est la vie. I don't regret playing because I love Sausage and I had a blast with all of you this season though. You guys are ten times better than Serengeti <3

I'll go through everyone left I guess

Monica: I'm tempted to vote Monica just on likability alone. Yeah sure she basically said that she didn't want to talk about my coming out stories (which I put on I was pissed about but I actually found hilarious). While the other four of them were calling her a bitch and a taint, I actually reached out to Monica to work with her because I knew that she had a great shot of killing immunity challenges. And it came into handy, because I used her to almost get out Mookie. She's gone as soon as she doesn't have immunity. And I want to see her get it so that the others freak the frickity frack out.

Mookie: Mooks gives great underwear suggestions, first off. My MeUndies are the new comfiest thing I own. But aside from that, I really do think Mookie has played a better game than Brice. I think Brice has been an unaware shield that Mookie has been hiding under, and it's working for him. I really don't think that Mookie has been in danger at the merge up until this vote. His game has been quiet, but it's been good. Depending on his speech I may vote for it.

Rodney: Honestly I don't know what to say about Rod. He kept me around and I definitely enjoyed playing with him. I took a gamble and I thought he would be more loyal to me than the Gaysians and that ended up not paying off. If Monica wins immunity, and I told him this, I think that he's going to be the odd man out. Monica wants him gone, and Brice is getting his orders from Mookie. So if Rod comes to Ponderosa I will have a hot steaming dish of I told you so waiting for him. I want to see what he says if he makes the Final Tribal because he thinks he has the best game here, and I'm still not entirely sure about that at this point.

Brice: Holy shit, it took me literally a tribal council to go from loving Brice to HATING Brice. Rodney told me that he was planning on voting me out. So I took that as a sign that it was every man for themselves. I tried to get Brice to get Rodney out. Telling him that you're voting out a goat over somebody who has played the same exact game as you. How does this make sense? I told him that people were pissed at him for the way he has treated people. You know what he does? He completely invalidates me and says that the only difference in Rod and his game our idols. Like at least Rodney was upfront, Brice acted so nice and fun and then when I tried to flip him, he acted like a totally different person. Like a know it all bitch honestly. He was a lovely person to get to know and be allied with over the course of this game, but then I'm going home and he acts like the biggest prick ever. If that's how he treated the rest of you, than I TOTALLY understand why none of you are fans of him. Like him as a person, but his treatment of me at the end has basically killed any chance of me voting for him.

Also Sherri our little feud was hilarious haha

Can't wait to see some people have the rug pulled out from under them. It's going to be a hilariously dramatic.

Also I love all of you and I want Facebook's and Instagram's after this :3

Vytas saying I didn't think highly of you is inaccurate. Yes I voted for you because the other option was Lembo and I refused to vote for him because he was a loyal ally and there was no way I could sleep at night if I betrayed his trust again. I was frustrated by the fact that you knew what was going on gave me a spiel about not wanting to help majority become majority yet that's exactly what you did. I felt like too many players in this game were not playing to win seeing no one would do a thing about an obv alliance becoming majority.

Brice being a jerk on your way out shocks me because everyone else I talked to got a long sappy kiss up message. I really really want Monica to keep up her winning streak and screw up their F3 but if she doesn't and they actually take Brice to finals I don't think I could give Rod or Mookie my vote, if they want to play for 2nd and 3rd that's what they deserve to get in my opinion.

Vytas!!

Dying to know some stuff

1. How long had it been established that I was leaving before you? I was obviously blindsided af (because of my night 1 alliance turning on me) and I wanted to know how long I was below you for? How did you pull that one off?

2. Why was your first choice to approach BRICE to flip? I think he really views himself as the frontrunner of the three of them and Mookie as the bottom bitch. Why would you go to Brice trying to target Mookie rather than to Mookie or Rodney trying to target Brice?? I consider Brice the last person who'd flip since (of the 3) he probably has (or at least thinks he has) the best shot going to FTC.

Anyway, sorry to see you here!! I was hoping to see another one of my allies here to feel better about the fact they turned on me so I'm a bit bummed. Good game!

Don't know if I'm rooting for Monica to win this final IC. I REALLY don't want her to win this game but I do want to see what will happen when those 3 have to turn on one another.

Lue @ 31/10/2015 8:45

1. How long had it been established that I was leaving before you? I was obviously blindsided af (because of my night 1 alliance turning on me) and I wanted to know how long I was below you for? How did you pull that one off?

I made light of the fact that you left the challenge to try and distract Monica out of her win. But then I said "We need strong challenge people. We can't have people trying to distract her. Look how well that worked out." I had won two or three individual challenges in the past so I had a good record. It was pretty weak tbh. I think Rodney pulled most of the strings to keep me over you.

Lue @ 31/10/2015 8:45

2. Why was your first choice to approach BRICE to flip? I think he really views himself as the frontrunner of the three of them and Mookie as the bottom bitch. Why would you go to Brice trying to target Mookie rather than to Mookie or Rodney trying to target Brice?? I consider Brice the last person who'd flip since (of the 3) he probably has (or at least thinks he has) the best shot going to FTC.

Because Brice has been playing a good game, yes, but he's CRAZY emotional. There were many times when I had to calm him down and bring him back to reality. I thought I had built up enough of a rapport with Brice to tell him that people are pissed at him, and that he needs to keep people he KNOWS he can beat, not THINK he can beat.

But I think the reason I tried to flip and keep Brice is because I knew y'all hated him. None of you were very happy with your eliminations and Brice knew this. And I figured if I could turn him on one of his ride or die allies, he would become a crazy emotional wreck that I could use as a goat or a shield. Damn that kid is on a huge mountain of ego.

I then tried to get Rodney to get rid of Mookie for the same reason, keep me, a goat, take out the person Brice is getting his marching orders, and have control of him all the way til final tribal. Nope.

And also I know for a fact one of you bastards has been lowering my reputation.

Who wants to own up to it lol

i always thought it was monica lowering reps.
i thnk you'd have had the most luck going to mookie and rodney and telling them to vote brice (they're playing for second place, etc.) but i could be wrong

omg lol monica is gonna win this game

how many of ya'll are 90%+ voting for Monica?

I could vote for Rodney over Monica, I liked Rodney when I came back into the game.

Clearly brice feels the same way about Monica as I do. She was obviously selectively pleasant because she was downright rude to Brice, Mookie, Rodney and myself while being nice and open-minded with the rest of you.

Brice joining us is bittersweet </3

idk who to vote anymore but also, brice, i hate to say i told you so but i actually love to say i told you so

Monica winning final immunity got me like:

=D =D =D

Okay just saw the TC fight. I KNOW THiS IS IRONIC COMING FROM ME of all people, but it's coming off in poor taste for the both of them. lol

There was DEFINITELY strategy coming from Brice with his response. His last shot at speaking to the jury if he somehow didn't get voted out tonight was to make Monica look bad by saying she shat on us all at Rites of Passage. Then she countered by saying she did that to look like a goat in case she didn't win FIC. That is actually pretty smart ngl. Or maybe I'm just so bad at this game that only I think that would be a good move. idk Then it got ugly and I scrolled past it all, but I must say Monica's social game has been good with me! I don't condone bullying or name calling (AGAIN IRONY I KNOW), so it sucked to see it taken to that level by the both of them, but I just can't wait for this FTC!

aw yay they made up.

love ya Vytas <3