I think I will be posting a video confessional about my thoughts this week since I have alot of them.

But for right now I just wanted to say............HA! FUCK YOU SARAH!

Sorry fixed!

Ok so Dave is kinda getting on my last nerves....

Basically Dave has been working with Shane the entire time and wants to keep working with him. Ok cool like I dont care. However I do care that I have not spoken to Shane at all and Dave just expects me to allign with Shane and keep him strictly cause Dave likes him..............-_-

I kinda wanna vote out Shane now just to be an asshole. However that could cause alot of trouble. Actually I think would create a big problem. While I could sit back and just make it to merge pretty easily or I can start making moves. Not sure what I wanna do. The easy route does sound nice and is less dangerous and I can always jump ship later. But if Dave really pushes keeping Shane around just cause they are friends when Shane does not speak to me. I cant picture me going along with it. I will flip the table on him.

In other news I find Jay to be kinda weird. He adds hearts to whatever he says and if he doesnt add a heart he adds a smiley face. While he is nice it is just kinda creepy nice. I suppose I could easily manipulate and use him to do whatever I want but im afraid he may try to aim rape me at some point.

Becky just sucks and Hope sucks also. I like talking to them both when they are around but they are sooooo meh. But the best part about tonight was me and Penner trying to trick Jay into thinking that Hope is secretly in love with him.

Jay then wanted to throw to me and have me catch it. I told him I felt dirty catching from him and only Hope could. I said I could only catch from Penner, Token, Shane or Dave. I basically named off everybody but him.

It was fun to pick on him. But if we lose this challenge I think Becky will get voted off most likely. I may just by default be in an alliance with Charlie, Penner, Dave and sadly Shane. To be honest I dont give a fuck that much about being stuck in an alliance with them. Whatever gets me through. If they push trying to tell me what to do though there will be issues most likely.

Amanda Kimmel @ 23/8/2013 8:04

lol hi Perry! Yeah, I never would have guessed you. I'm so used to you being Tyson... and acting like Tyson.

I make the perfect Tyson without even trying to act like Tyson. It is just a match made in heaven. I was actually going to be him for the game :P

Ok so here is whats going on.

Me, Charlie, Penner and Dave are all going to be teaming up. With all of us we should be able to control the rest of the group. Penner is clearly very alligned with Becky which I noticed. I think Charlie maybe also. Cant fool me boys!

So I just got to be careful about that but otherwise we should be fine. I was surprised of how well we crushed this challenge. It should be an easy win for us.

Here is where the drama comes in. Sierra freaked the fuck out. I will post the conversation. But the whole reason I did not share info with her was cause she does shit like this. I refuse to put my game in her hand. I did warn David about her and her emotionalness. We need to cut the cord quick.

Sierra 7:41 pm
too much swapping and stuff lol
ur happy with ur tribe by the sounds of it

Jenn Lyons 7:42 pm
Ya thats why I am hoping to just stay put

Sierra 7:42 pm
i am jealous

Jenn Lyons 7:42 pm
Well ya I make the best out of the situations I am in
I found all the strong people and they want me around
And everybody wants to do what we want to do
Kinda easy actually

Sierra 7:43 pm
who would you vote out first, if you have control?

Jenn Lyons 7:43 pm
Its between the 3 weakest people
You know who they are
But it has not been fully talked about

Sierra 7:43 pm
becky and hope
and...

Jenn Lyons 7:43 pm
Token

Sierra 7:43 pm
oh yan anthony

Jenn Lyons 7:44 pm
But it seems like everybody wants to work with us
And everyone gets along
Our chat today and last night was alot of fun

Sierra 7:44 pm
who is us?

Jenn Lyons 7:44 pm
Its a secret Sierra!

Sierra 7:44 pm
sorry i must be retarded today
my brain is just not working
oh like the ppl in your tribe who ur with

Jenn Lyons 7:45 pm
Ya

Sierra 7:45 pm
so like if you guys win a whole bunch

Jenn Lyons 7:45 pm
Its a friendly tribe

Sierra 7:45 pm
and we merge
is there anything left for me to come back to there?

Jenn Lyons 7:45 pm
Of course
You have me to come back to
Duh!

Jenn Lyons 7:45 pm
I wouldnt leave you or David hanging
Your brain is retarded today :-P

Sierra 7:46 pm
okay
well quit teasing me with shady info :-P
you make me feel super uneasy

Jenn Lyons 7:47 pm
Haha im sorry!
I like to keep things to myself

Sierra 7:47 pm
i'd rather go back to not knowing anything

Jenn Lyons 7:47 pm
But you would come back to me
Its fine

Jenn Lyons 7:47 pm
I will take care of you
You know that

Sierra 7:47 pm
i dont know
we'll see

Jenn Lyons 7:48 pm
:-\ You dont trust me to do that

Sierra 7:48 pm
it may be the only way that i can make it that far is to just cut ties anyway
i just dont know if i'd want to be on the bottom of something
i felt like i was with you and david and dave
so, if i have a chance to not be on the bottom of something, i'd want to take it, ya know?

Jenn Lyons 7:49 pm
ok

Sierra 7:49 pm
sorry

Sierra 7:50 pm
i've been too open i nthis game, haven't i?

Jenn Lyons 7:51 pm
Do whatever you think is right

Sierra 7:52 pm
i just mean, i gotta do more like what you do

Jenn Lyons 7:54 pm
Like I said do whatever you think is right

Sierra 7:54 pm
ya
sorry if i offended you

Jenn Lyons 7:54 pm
You didnt
Atleast you told me you are going to go against me now then surprise me later
So thanks

Sierra 7:55 pm
i didn't say that
i just cant automatically join something i have no idea what is :-P
or... if that made sense

Jenn Lyons 7:56 pm
Thats cool. I understand

Jenn Lyons 7:57 pm
I wont bother ya. Have a nice night!

Sierra 7:58 pm
...
ya okay

Jenn Lyons 7:58 pm
Lol what?
I am being nice

Sierra (tidaloutlinegirl) is available 8:07 pm
Sierra 8:12 pm
sorry for what i said
i dont want to make an enemy of you all of a sudden

Jenn Lyons 8:12 pm
Ok its cool
Were fine

Sierra 8:14 pm
okay

Sierra 8:14 pm
i'm not against you... ftr
i've talked to you more than anyone for the last... well of anyone in the game

Sierra 8:17 pm
i dont know what else to say
should i just leave you alone?

Jenn Lyons 8:18 pm
I said we were fine
Like its all good

Sierra 8:18 pm
all right

Sierra 8:20 pm
i'm kinda sad now after that

Jenn Lyons 8:21 pm
Why?

Sierra 8:22 pm
i dont like when that kinda thing happens
it felt like a fight to me :-(
or something

Jenn Lyons 8:22 pm
Lol I think you were the only one that got upset

Jenn Lyons 8:22 pm
I am fine
I mean like I said before when the time comes do whatever you feels right

Sierra 8:23 pm
i am sensitive :-\

Jenn Lyons 8:23 pm
It is just a game
So whatever happens will happen

Sierra 8:23 pm
i dont want to lose you tho
:-(
i'll try and just be trusting
it's hard for me i guess

Jenn Lyons 8:24 pm
You know what I dont get is you felt like you were the bottom of an alliance that you created really
I didnt even want Dave in it
Which I told you

Jenn Lyons 8:24 pm
But you pushed it not me
So how you felt like you were on the bottom of something you made just does not make sense to me

Sierra 8:25 pm
i guess i just didn't want to say anything bad abt any of the ppl who you were with before me like... o ntheir tribe
i wanted to include everyone from ur tribe in my thoughts always because... i felt like if i didn't it would look bad for me i guess

Jenn Lyons 8:26 pm
How? I told you I didnt want him in there
At that point you were just doing it for you

Jenn Lyons 8:26 pm
Which I went along with for you

Sierra 8:27 pm
i couldn't believe you'd want an alliance with me and hope, tbh
that's where my distrust came from

Jenn Lyons 8:28 pm
Lol why?
I got along with you guys

Sierra 8:29 pm
just seemed like if you wanted to you could have easy numbers
so why drop that to work with me and hope, i guess

Jenn Lyons 8:29 pm
Because I got along with you guys
Its really not that crazy to beliee
believe*

Sierra 8:29 pm
ya that's why i wanted to work with you
so i dont know why i didn't think that could go both ways
i dont have a veyr high opinion of myself
obviously

Jenn Lyons 8:30 pm
Look you are fine
There is nothing wrong with you
You even play a good social game
You are good at challenges
You are fun
I mean you just need to chill

Sierra 8:31 pm
chill like...
be quieter?

Jenn Lyons 8:32 pm
No chill as in not over think so much and put yourself down

Sierra 8:32 pm
oh okay
i'll try
did i have any reason to be worried earlier?
when you said like... whatever it was abt being a secret?
am i just getting myself worried over nothing?

Jenn Lyons 8:33 pm
You are getting worried over nothing
Like you are not even on my tribe what is there to be worried over?

Sierra 8:33 pm
ya i guess
i dont know it just struck me as like... i hope ur not gonna make a new alliance and replace me or something :-\
if that makes sense :-\

Jenn Lyons 8:34 pm
Lol well it is replacing you right now but only cause you are not on my tribe!
But when you ask me what happens when we merge and I say I am sticking with you
That is kinda a sign that I am sticking with you come merge
Not I cant wait to backstab you

Sierra 8:35 pm
well i didnt think you were gonna target me or naything
i guess i just got worried you'd forget abt me or something

Jenn Lyons 8:36 pm
Ok so you were not worried I would target you/you were worried about being on the bottom of the alliance you made and got on my case about it
And that makes sense how?

Sierra 8:36 pm
and it a felt like teasing me a little, sorry ... i'm weird

Jenn Lyons 8:37 pm
Then I just wont mention anything on my tribe from here on out
I will keep all the inside jokes to myself and whats going on to myself
That will solve that issue

Sierra 8:38 pm
sorry

Sierra 8:38 pm
tbh

Jenn Lyons 8:38 pm
No its cool we just solved that problem

Sierra 8:38 pm
it's probly because i shared too much
and then when you started to tell me but then stopped i felt like it was uneven
but that could just be my fault so... i'll be more reasonable

Jenn Lyons 8:39 pm
Ok you dont have to tell me nothing of whats going on in your tribe
It makes no difference to me cause im not there
There we go problem solved
We wont talk about our tribes at all

Sierra 8:40 pm
well i mean
that
s extreme...
if its important and u have to then you have to

Jenn Lyons 8:40 pm
No why chance even talking about our tribes and you get upset
We just wont
Like I said what happens on your tribe really doesnt effect me so its no big deal to me

Sierra 8:41 pm
all right
i have to go

Jenn Lyons 8:42 pm
Alrighty
Bye









I am going to vote her out despite what I am saying. The moron told me she was going to take a better deal if its out there. Why the hell would I keep you around then if you are thinking about betraying me?

Dave Cruser 10:45 pm
heey

Jenn Lyons 10:45 pm
Ok the good part
Penner wants to do an alliance of me, you and Charlie

Dave Cruser 10:45 pm
mmm me gusta

Jenn Lyons 10:46 pm
I played it off as if im iffy with you

Dave Cruser 10:46 pm
kk

Jenn Lyons 10:46 pm
But said i agreed
Ok this maybe the shitty part of the deal
I think they are both close to Becky

Dave Cruser 10:46 pm
hmm

Jenn Lyons 10:46 pm
And they want Hope gone first

Dave Cruser 10:46 pm
oh my

Jenn Lyons 10:46 pm
See and I dont think I would care about them wanting Hope gone first
Except Penner really pushed keeping Becky

Dave Cruser 10:47 pm
i know
what you mean

Jenn Lyons 10:47 pm
Ya so its like good we have an alliance but at the same time

Jenn Lyons 10:47 pm
Penner was talking to me about the future and merge
So if he was really thinking ahead
Wouldnt it be smarter to vote out Hope
Then get rid of us?

Dave Cruser 10:48 pm
definitely
okay

Jenn Lyons 10:48 pm
So im semi worried

Dave Cruser 10:48 pm
I will talk to my numbers
Shane, Jay
and Token
we need two of them

Jenn Lyons 10:48 pm
I wouldnt trust the token one

Dave Cruser 10:49 pm
well just feel out his pulse

Jenn Lyons 10:49 pm
Ok we also have another issue
Sierra earlier went insane

Dave Cruser 10:49 pm
why?

Jenn Lyons 10:49 pm
Well we were talking and she wanted to know stuff in our tribe

Jenn Lyons 10:49 pm
I was kinda shady about it
Mostly cause of all the stuff I just told you

Dave Cruser 10:49 pm
I'm talking to her atm

Jenn Lyons 10:50 pm
Ya so I wanted to keep that info sealed tight
Here comes in the problem
Hang on one sec
Let me get it

Dave Cruser 10:50 pm
kk

Jenn Lyons 10:51 pm
ierra 7:48 pm
it may be the only way that i can make it that far is to just cut ties anyway
i just dont know if i'd want to be on the bottom of something
i felt like i was with you and david and dave
so, if i have a chance to not be on the bottom of something, i'd want to take it, ya know?

Jenn Lyons 7:49 pm
ok

Jenn Lyons 10:51 pm
Aka she is looking to go against us first chance she gets

Dave Cruser 10:52 pm
OMG lol

Jenn Lyons 10:52 pm
I know I was surprised she was that dumb to say that to me also

Dave Cruser 10:52 pm
she's insane indeed

Jenn Lyons 10:52 pm
Me and David were talking the whole time
Like it was bad
She was all over the place
One min she was sad the next angry
At one point she blocked me for being understanding

Dave Cruser 10:53 pm
what the heck

Jenn Lyons 10:53 pm
I know!
She came on later and said she isnt against me
And yada yada yada

Dave Cruser 10:53 pm
wherever she goes now, she'll be at the bottom

Jenn Lyons 10:54 pm
Well I told David to build something up quick and to not put his eggs in her basket

Dave Cruser 10:54 pm
btw can I tell her that you told me?

Jenn Lyons 10:54 pm
Cause thats what he was doing
I wouldnt

Dave Cruser 10:54 pm
k

Jenn Lyons 10:54 pm
Not unless she brings it up to you
Even then I would rather be like wtf is your deal
Mostly cause you wanna know what started the whole fight
Me supporting her

Dave Cruser 10:55 pm
yeah

Jenn Lyons 10:55 pm
Sierra 7:45 pm
so like if you guys win a whole bunch

Jenn Lyons 7:45 pm
Its a friendly tribe

Sierra 7:45 pm
and we merge
is there anything left for me to come back to there?

Jenn Lyons 7:45 pm
Of course
You have me to come back to
Duh!

Jenn Lyons 7:45 pm
I wouldnt leave you or David hanging
Your brain is retarded today :-P
Thats about when she kinda went nuts

Dave Cruser 10:56 pm
omg
weird

Jenn Lyons 10:56 pm
:-\ so ya we have her being unstable
But I kept up all my lies of not being that tight with you or David still
If anything I think she believes that more now

Dave Cruser 10:57 pm
hmm
I am talking to her
and I'm in the "I miis you guys" mood
miss*

Jenn Lyons 10:57 pm
Ya thats not what she was saying earlier to David

Dave Cruser 10:57 pm
well she's kinda cold atm

Jenn Lyons 10:58 pm
Well I think she knows in the back of her head she may have fucked up

Dave Cruser 10:58 pm
Totally
We have to make her sure she didn't

Dave Cruser 10:58 pm
because it might distance us

Jenn Lyons 10:59 pm
I did by best to be nice to her
But I will admit at one point I lectured her
Just cause she kept pushing it

Dave Cruser 10:59 pm
understandable

Georg Dave Dall Cruser
I just miss you guys :/
2 mins ago
Georg Dave Dall Cruser
Those people are funny and interesting but we were the tribe <3
just now
sierra
i miss you too
just now
sierra

the game doesn't feel right to me actually
just now
sierra
kinda depressed
just now
sierra
but we dont need to go there

Jenn Lyons 11:00 pm
Probably cause I lectured her
She got all ugh afterwards
*shrugs*

Jenn Lyons 11:00 pm
But we need to figure out what we wanna do on our tribe
Do you wanna roll the dice with Penner and Charlie

Dave Cruser 11:01 pm
It's a gamble

Jenn Lyons 11:01 pm
Or just say screw it and vote one of them out
I think no matter what choice we make it will be a gamble

Dave Cruser 11:01 pm
Charles and Jon are SMART

Jenn Lyons 11:02 pm
I mean if we vote on of them out then we hurt ourselves in challenges
Ya I noticed
I was surprised how much Penner actually said to me
Charlie was way less trusting of me which was very smart of him

Dave Cruser 11:02 pm
yeah
Jon is open

Jenn Lyons 11:03 pm
Well we should make a decision on what we wanna do tonight
To either start building up our own private army or just stick with them and hope they dont fuck us over

Dave Cruser 11:04 pm
voting out Hope, think about how would Sierra react ..

Jenn Lyons 11:04 pm
Lol I dont care about that right now

Dave Cruser 11:04 pm
well

Jenn Lyons 11:04 pm
I care about what is best for me and you staying in this game

Dave Cruser 11:04 pm
yes yes
but Sierra is our ally, right?

Jenn Lyons 11:04 pm
According to what she said to me earlier no

Jenn Lyons 11:05 pm
She is looking to jump ship to the next deal
And we cant rely on her mood swings of them being good all the time

Dave Cruser 11:05 pm
The truth is Charles, Jon, they dont have many friends
that's why they are looking for new ones

Jenn Lyons 11:05 pm
I think they have Becky for sure and Token
I mean I like them

Dave Cruser 11:06 pm
me too

Jenn Lyons 11:06 pm
So if you wanna trust them then lets do it
I probably would trust them more had Penner not said about looking at the future
And voting off of that

Dave Cruser 11:06 pm
The thing Id LOVE TO HAPPEN:

Dave Cruser 11:07 pm
we get jay and shane and vote out Penner because that guy freak the shit outta me

Jenn Lyons 11:07 pm
Why?
What did he do

Dave Cruser 11:07 pm
He's dangerous
I have that vibes
But he's the force to be reckon with

Jenn Lyons 11:08 pm
I find Charlie more dangerous then him cause Charlie is less open

Dave Cruser 11:08 pm
I talked to Charles more

Jenn Lyons 11:09 pm
Thats great but if we are going to take them out it makes more sense to take out the main threat
Charlie is probably a stronger player then Penner

Jenn Lyons 11:09 pm
I mean I get along with both of them
But its not about that

Dave Cruser 11:10 pm
Yeah, you're probably right, I just like Charlie more. NVM it's not like we are really getting them out

Jenn Lyons 11:10 pm
If you want to then lets do it
I mean if you are 100% sure you got Shane
We know we can get Hope
We just need Jay
If we were going to make that move and take over the entire game now is the time
Otherwise we are waiting till merge and picking off pawns

Dave Cruser 11:11 pm
omg I'll wet my pants if that happens

Jenn Lyons 11:11 pm
Well I mean its true
We have the numbers now to do it
We wont later if we dont

Jenn Lyons 11:11 pm
We will have to wait

Dave Cruser 11:11 pm
I know
We just have to be 100% sure
It's a hell of a move
Game shifter IMO
so far only awful players were voted out

Jenn Lyons 11:12 pm
Well if we want full power we may as well
It would be really hard to stop us after that

Dave Cruser 11:13 pm
I guess that would make Sierra solid with us (gotta think about her sorry xD)

Jenn Lyons 11:13 pm
Lol she is loooking to backstab us!
Just keep that in your head

Dave Cruser 11:13 pm
okie

Dave Cruser 11:14 pm
I hope we win this first challenge

Jenn Lyons 11:14 pm
I think we killed it

Dave Cruser 11:14 pm
i need time to persuade jay and shane 100%
i hope so

Jenn Lyons 11:14 pm
But I still want to make sure we have an idea of what we are doing going forward
So you wanna backstab Charlie and Penner?

Dave Cruser 11:15 pm
(If Sierra asks we havent talked since I arrived online)
I want to

Jenn Lyons 11:15 pm
Im on invis
She wont ask :-P
Ok then I guess lets start working on Jay and Shane
And make sure we dont lose Hope

Dave Cruser 11:16 pm
lol that's never going to happen
she has no one
else
and other side wants her gone

Jenn Lyons 11:16 pm
Lol ya never know!
We would have to do a domino effect
Charlie then throw the next challenge
Then Penner
Then take out Becky

Dave Cruser 11:17 pm
yes i agree