Cormac - 6th Place



You were an early favorite of mine. All the way back at the Rita vote, I left that tribe with one friend: You. I couldn't trust Newt/Lily/Lockhart like I could with you. I loved our conversations and really wanted to work with you in this game. When merge hit, I was excited to get the ball rolling with you. I wanted us to join back up. You were absent at times, and busy. I didn't know if you had your own thing going on at this point. Maybe I had to wait for you to allow me in your plans? I can wait. But it never seemed to be there. It never seemed to happen. Until I started working with people that I trusted to make things happen: Then our conversations became strong again. I never disliked you as a person. I loved you as a person. However, I could never 100% believe you as a game player. Were you with Lily? Angelina? Lockhart? I still, to this day, do not know. You didn't open up and share what was going on as much as I think you could have to gain my trust in this game. I know we spoke about Final 3's. I know you may be crushed with getting 6th. In some ways I wanted you in the end, in other ways I think it would have been kind of cheap for people that really tried in this game. When you gave 80% others gave 120%, and to some degree I could not get past that. I also did not want to risk people trying to grab you and take you to the end. I think you may have went with others' more then me, if you felt like I was a good enough player to win. I did not feel like I was 100% your choice for a F3 partner as much as I had wanted. I think a lot of that stems from the merge time when it took me forever to really get our conversations rolling again. Social game is important to me and ours dipped at really crucial times. Times when I needed you to be there for me. Love you as a person, and hope this helps with any closure cuz I really liked the person that played Cormac and hope you liked me. <3