Lockhart - 11th Place




Ugh big daddy! Such a mess you were. I legit had so many bumpy rides with you that I cannot even imagine how this game would have went without you here. You started out as my ideal ally, someone I could bounce things off of. You had a sense of humor. You got me. You weren't boring. I could do sex jokes with you. We watched porn together. I could totally do everything with you. You were quirky and I feel like I am quirky sometimes too. But then you lied to me about the Rita vote. I told you how annoying the girl was! I told you how paranoid she was, and you lied. Ugh so I went on a hateful trend of acting okay to your face but bashing you behind your back. I was an ex wife trying to get her revenge. So annoyed. I felt like I was able to gain some trust back and also some mutual respect as time went on. I feel like I loved you as a person and to chat with. I feel like to some degree you did want to work with me. To some point you never did anything against me on purpose. But omg I saw it as if I went with you during merge, I was going to be Lockhart's goat. I needed to do my own thing. I wanted to show myself as my own player. I am happy to have been able to outlast you and ultimately not go right after(which would have been so awk). Ugh ending this shit, I would say that I truly loved you in this game. My fun level went from a 10 to at least a 7 once you left. You provided laughs and daily hilarious conversations. If I could do this all over again, I wouldn't have changed a single thing with you--and still would want to have you leave when you did. But I think I would have cherished the conversations we had a bit more. I may have saved them in a word doc to relay back to when I was digging my eyes out talking to other members' of this cast that shall remain nameless. Miss you daddy.