So it's staring. Survivor Decades the 80's and other then fighting with that bitch AIM I'm just a loving it.

I don't know why AIM hates me so much but damn that bitch had better stop or I'm going to be voting it out first. Wait I can't vote out AIM DANG NABBIT.

OK so here we go. I'm the crazy aunt cat lady character this season. I want to try and stay close to Kathy's character this means you will see a whole bunch of emotional posts plus you'll see me agonizing over every single decision I make. You will probably see me be loyal to a Lex type of guy where I will trust them completely. However I won't make the same mistake allstars Kathy did and that is trust a guy like Boston Rob. Kathy has learned her lesson there. I ain't saving someone to just be back-stabbed out of the game.

I have started to meet the other survivors and I do have some feeling so far about players and for the vast majority it's very positive. Rudy OMG what a sweet curmudgeon of a man. He's gruff around the edges but you can see he is just a sweet sweet guy. Matty and Drew started to chat me up instantly and have been so nice. Then there is Stephen and he has been sweet talking about his schooling. All these guys have just really made me feel welcome.

Burton has been oh so sweet after I pointed out his Confessional flub. He's worried that people will take it the wrong way but I really doubt they will. There is so much to move on to. His confessional seemed bitchy but honestly talking to him he was kind and sweet. Deffinitely someone I want to get to know better.

Caleb was the first person to message me and he was so positive and friendly. I'm happy he is in the game. I want this to be fun and someone like him make the game that much better. Then we have JP that was wondering if I was new to this type of game and offering to answer any qestions I have and to protect me. Now this can be seen as good and bad but you know what lets try the good first and just not assume he thinks I'm a buffoon to do nothing but his bidding.

I noticed this had been all about talking about men. Well lets be honest all those hunks and yes Rudy is a hunk as well even at his age. Oh nice muscle tone and everything. Age ain't a problem that a bottle of viagra can't fix and heart medication.

However for the lone female I've met Jaclyn. She's younger and prettier then me but on the positive she's really kind and sweet. I wouldn't mind having her on my tribe. For sure someone I want to know more about and hopefully start up a friendship.

I'm really kind of ashamed of my character gender for how they have been treating your game hosts. You've put so much work into it and it looks amazing. I'm so looking forward to this and I thank you for the opportunity. Hopefully I won't be to bitchy or whiny for you guys.

Anyways I think I talked about the other players in the chats that I put down for them. For the most part I like them and do think this will be a great task but damn is it going to be interesting when the backstabbing starts as they all seem so nice lol. Not to much strategy wise going on except for getting to know people. I have some that I really want to see on my tribe. Burton, Rudy and Drew and some that I don't lol.

Anyways I need a nap hopefully I will have some more stuff to put on here when I wake up in a couple hours.