UGHHHHHHHHHH

I feel so trapped! I hate that I feel like I have to do what Jess does and the problem is that she is all over the place. She changes her mind every single day. First she feels great about the group of 6, she really wants to work with them and take out Abby. The next day she doesn't want to take out Abby anymore, she wants either Chris or Lexi. I worked my butt of to talk to these fools about taking out Abby. And obvi the 6 voted together to do that. But now she wants to take Chris out. And like i get it no one wants these purples together but there are equal numbers for everyone right now, so people want to take control of the numbers by taking out the other color. Like what is the point of making the group of 6 if you're gunna bail the next round. Like I was banking on getting Danny out and now i feel like she is tight with him and wont want to take him out.

I need her to go. She's too protected. Shes got alex, shes got danny, shes got matt, she thinks she has me. AND SHE HAS AN IDOL.

And i having to pretend that I give a shit about Danny which I don't! Like this kid sucks, don't force us into a "deal" and then continue to push for alex and try to "go to rocks" which like no one is going to do. I like when things are much more clear, im tired of playing this middle game with jess and matt. I'd like the lines to be defined.

Bryce wants to take out danny, and he thinks we will have 5. But what if jess uses her idol to save danny, alex goes? We'd tie the next round and I'd probably be the one getting voted out bc i didnt go along with jess.