FUCKKKK EMERGENCY WRITTEN CONFESSIONAL ALERT
Basically me rn-
So Harrison wins immunity by 1 which is fucking depressing af already, but the night gets more sadistic dont worry. Hairyson being immune, and more importantly me not being immune left me with few options. I was honestly going to gun for Joey anyways, but that became a necessity once Mike told me Joey was saying my name. I came up with a plan , to get Mike to go to Joey and tell him that i just told him(Mike) that I had an idol and.... honestly this plan was a flop so let me just get to the real dilemma.
I get on call with Alex, just to see where his head is at and to make sure he votes Joey and not me. This motherfucker drops a fucking bomb on me and suggests we vote out Jenn. I am befuddled and completely shocked this guy is going after Jenn, because i really thought they were closer than me to any of them. I obviously agreed because Survivor rule #1- you never say no to a plan. He makes compelling points about Jenn having a lot of fans on jury and how Kirby was being her little cheerleader and shit in the live chat during the pressure cooker. Later get on group call with Mike and he prefers Jenn leaving too. I have no idea what to do.
I really don't know if i can vote Jenn out. I don't know why, but i really don't think i can do it.
Reasons why I can't
1. She's probably the only person who has been for the most part loyal to me and had my back this whole merge. Everyone else has at some point been after me.
2. Alex all of a sudden is about these big ass moves, but what stops him from cutting my throat the next round. He obviously thinks his game is weak, and probably believes he needs to add to his resume. Well getting Jenn out would add to his resume, but getting me out would get him the job (or in this case jury votes). Im very woke to what he is trying to do.
3. Cutting her would probably the biggest betrayal i've ever done. As cutthroat as i like to think i am, i've never crossed one of my number 1 allies (except for maybe Dirty D but he was coming after me anyways).
Reasons why i should do it
1. She is probably going to win the last two comps of the season. The last two comps are most likely Endure Trivia (which she has already started making a spreadsheet) and Endurance Posting challenge (which she has gone 23 hours in, in a game before and told me she will deff win this comp). So this is probably my last chance to get rid of her if i wanted to.
2. If she is gone, my chances to win comps go up significantly.
3. She probably is truly the biggest jury threat. Kirby was her biggest fan and hes been in the jury the longest and to my knowledge nobody left on bad terms with her. I honestly like my chances against anyone but thats just because im overly confident, but i do need to take in to account how much blood she doesnt have on her hands.
i will have to sleep on it because the reasons are pretty equal right now. If i had to say, im probably leaning towards keeping her. I think the right move is to go to her and expose Alex and get him out. I really believe he is trying to build his resume right now and trying to get her out then me. I also don't think i can even vote her. She might truly not be loyal to me and want me out soon, but to my knowledge shes done nothing but be loyal to me other than the light last round (which now that i think about it, hmmmm🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔 that was shady ) but Lets see what happens
