The OCD inside of me HATES that I didn't title this "Endure 12.1"

Thoughts...

Yes, Jay, you ARE an idiot for making the vote Dustin last round. It made NO sense for your game and the people surrounding you with a brain (i.e. ME) didn't feel comfortable pointing this out to you because I didn't trust you enough not to have something else going on. If that doesn't tell you how little I trust my alliance I don't know what does.

Tonight marks the third event Alex can't make. Which isn't horrible in itself but I also haven't spoken to him in days with really no explanation on his part. It's difficult to have empathy without communication. I would LOVE it if I could somehow get this whole thing turned on him tonight but I can't because...

GIBSON is a fucking insane control freak. Everything has to be his idea, his move, in his control. He can't just shut the fuck up when Harrison is kind enough to tell him that Jay is asking him to vote for him... Guess what, Gibson? THAT MAKES PEOPLE NOT WANT TO TELL YOU THINGS.

Joey or Jenn is going to win this game.

I need to tell Mike about the plan to get out Jay before the vote -.-