That was the LEAST logical video ever made but I guess it's a reflection of this mess that we are in now.
Here's where I'm at with each person still in:
Dustin--I have become extremely close with him over the past couple days. Now that Adrianne is out (RIP) he is super important to my game. He has a strong link with Jayden that I need to benefit from and I need to make sure I'm not the one he throws under the bus if he has a say in who from old blue team gets voted out this time.
Mike--Love him. Will always love him. And I trust him. I probably don't spend as much time as I should analyzing his place in the game but he has been nothing but up front with me so far. I am concerned that he is going to get a pass into late in the game because he wont be seen as a threat... which isn't inherently a bad thing, it just means one less spot for me, assuming I can sneak by.
Jay--I verified that he played his idol tonight, which is good. I need the other team to be deciding between he and Dustin to vote out this round and not me. I love the guy and hope I can trust him moving forward but his involvement in the whole "Dan has an idol" drama detailed above (if you were able to follow it at all) makes me weary of him. I think I'm always going to be weary of him though, because he's Jay... "my friend is in jail and I'm watching tennis highlights at 2AM" Jay. lololol
Alex--I think he spends like 80% of his life sleeping and the other 20% short sightedly worrying about his individual placement in everything involved with the game. I love him but, sort of similar to Mike, I see him floating way too long. I'm subtley (I hope?) reminding/exagerating to everyone that he and Jay are close.
Kilby--He's good. And I adore him. He's my ticket into later rounds of the game. I guess he has an idol and it sounds like he's the king of team purple. The king always gets toppled, but maybe I can play loyal subjuct to him for a couple rounds?? It's easy because I love talking to him and think he is super sweet... and any straight man who can keep me safe has my heart.
Andrew--The other half of my straight dads from team purple. I have no idea if he is in charge or the purple people are just doing a really good job of making it seem like he is in charge. He hasn't ever done me dirty in a game before, so I'm going to trust him and hope that he has a vested interest in keeping me around. It's just hard to know how much information I can give him without knowing how much he is withholding from me vs. how much he actually doesn't know.
Joey--We buried whatever hatchet existed from a million years ago when we dinosaurs last played together and he stabbed my heart out. It *SEEMS* like he wants to work together? But I'll never sleep on Joey Kapusta again.
Harrison--He seems extremely loyal to team purple for now. Between Joey and Andrew and Kilby I assume I can keep him from wanting my head on a platter.
Jenn--I have had 20 minutes of conversation with her and I. Am. Terrified. A bitch is obviously amazing at this game and needs to go. I will never trust her and I'm going to lay in wait until I can get her... but I need to be careful because she is obviously well connected and if I try anything too soon it's going to bite me.
Tactfully filmed to avoid too much lower face exposure.
I really don't know what outcome would be most beneficial for me tonight. Kilby leaves with idol gives Jayden and Dustin and Jay a little bit more power than I'd like... but Andrew leaving takes away the easiest link I have to the other tribe. I don't like that the me/Andrew relationship is so public, so maybe it's good for him to leave now before people come for me as a result??
It's tough with so many people in the game to map a path into the future. Time to cozy up next to Joey, Harrison, and Jenn!