Ok Sam left and I was completely devastated and now realize it was partially my own fault cause I gave Holli too much info cause I legit can't keep my mouth shut.
However, omg final 9 I can't believe it. I've almost made it three quarters of the way through the game as a winner. I know Miller also made final tribal but it's still not a target like being a winner is so it's really exciting shit.
Ok so as of now Jesse, Holli and myself have an alliance. Jesse and I are the equivalent of jun and Alison from BB4. I don't think we'll ever fully trust the other one and I don't think either of us would care if we cut each other's throat but we might actually pull it together if it helps both our games. I enjoy comparing people to things and scenarios and I've felt the whole game that I have somewhat of a Stephenie lagrossa story arch. I was really well liked my first season and respected and this time I've had a big target and have had to play much more ruthlessly because of it, I don't think I'm a different person/player than I was in Solomon Islands, I just got dealt a different set of cards for this season and I have to play them the best way I know how. I would've been more cutthroat in Solomon Islands if I'd had access to that and I'd play much more loyal here if I had the opportunity but I haven't up til this point.
I had a long talk with Miller and nick and decided to just find out why exactly people don't want to work with me. Nearly the entire game it's been '______ is trying to get you out' and you can fill in literally any name in the game with that. So I do feel like people wrote me off before they even spoke to me once or tried to get to know me.
Miller told me that the reason he didn't trust me was because I told the couples that he was going to make a chart for the food chain challenge for the singles to follow (which was true, he we going to and I did out him on that) but he had already been lying to me for weeks about the idol. So it clearly wasn't me doing that which made him not trust me cause he already didn't wanna work with me or else he would've told me about the idol (I don't care if someone tells nobody about the idol, but when you tell several people then it's different story). So anyway, Miller claimed that up until I told that, that his allegiance was with the singles group. Then later in the conversation nick mentioned that the alliance started over Anthony getting voted out and I said 'so it was supposed to be you/Miller, Sam/Vic, and Kate/Scully at the end?' And Miller piped in and said 'that's what I Thought the plan was but Sam/Vic flipped'.......which completely negates him telling me his loyalty was with the singles up until food chain, cause Anthony got voted out at final 19. So it's all just lies upon lies and people aren't careful with their words when they talk to me. He obviously slipped up and said his true feelings and I don't think either of them ever caught it at all.
Post Edited by Sean Faulk @ 19th Aug 2016 3:10:14 PM
Funny side story of the day: So I asked nick about a good book Cause I like dystopian type books (animal farm/utopia/hunger games) and he recommended 'the circle' (shoutout to Palmyra) because the book was similar to '1985'......'1985' not 1984, he said 1985. It blew my mind, totally made me question his English major aspirations and I'm going to call his university and report him cause I don't think I have any choice at this point really.
First of all shoutout to maddie, she's pretty hot for a girl and well spoken and complimented me so that's all it really takes for me is compliments and food; which she also ate the whole time so props to that, she also might hate Isis.
Alex, no I haven't but I will find it!
Post Edited by Sean Faulk @ 21st Aug 2016 12:09:09 AM
