kate <3

I will try and do another video confessional before the vote, but in the meantime, this is what I'm dealing with right now:

[7/29/16, 7:13:26 AM] Jared S: Hey lady, I realize I'm toast, but thanks for being one of the only ones to bother having a convo w me. Most have ignored me for days. I don't want to leave. I think it's disrespectful to me/the game that I'm leaving over Zoie who doesn't seem to care at all ab this.
BUT regardless, I was on the phone w Jesse last night, just talking about how much it sucked.
PLEASE take care of him...he really REALLY liked you, and was REALLY really with you.
[7/29/16, 7:14:52 AM] Jared S: he told me he found out yesterday that Sam/Scott had flipped to Miller/Nick, and on original Sekani it was either him/you/holli that were leaving next. so PLZ don't trust Sam as much as you think you can. You and Jesse stick together and nail this stuff.

Sorry Jared, this was the wrong lie to try and tell. There's no way Sam had flipped to Miller/Nick, Miller would have told me. And I know that Scott even officially hadn't, they just thought he might if we ended up voting again. And saying the target was "you/Jesse/Holli" is misleading because I mean, if Sam and Scott HAD flipped the three of us would be the only ones left, so it's not like Miller named us as targets like he's trying to imply. He's just using deductive reasoning to sound scary. :P Also he said "Jesse heard it last night when he was on call with Sean." Soooo... not from Miller or anyone else reliable? Sounds like all bullshit. While I don't necessarily doubt that Sam might have ended up voting to save Miller or Nick maybe, if she'd been asked, I don't think that happened.

[7/29/16, 12:45:23 PM] Jared S: Sean also confirmed a pregame Vic had tried to get rolling. Said that Vic contacted him before everything started.
[7/29/16, 12:46:21 PM] Jared S: I don't get why people pregame lol...it feels like it's nothing something that you should feel accomplished about if you win.
[7/29/16, 12:46:48 PM] Jared S: But yeah, I'm not even asking for help, bc even if you wanted to idk what we could do at this point, but just beware
[7/29/16, 12:46:55 PM] Jared S: vic plays nasty, and sam is gonna listen
[7/29/16, 12:47:10 PM] Jared S: she's literally gunning for me bc of a game I played w vic 2 years ago that he just can't let go
[7/29/16, 12:47:56 PM] Jared S: and that's why I lied to her last round. I heard vic was in her ear trying to get her to flip the script from casey/Anthony onto me
[7/29/16, 12:48:11 PM] Jared S: and it's like why should I have been honest, if she isn't...it just all seemed so hypocritical :/

Something else I'm also pretty sure never happened? Jared's name never came up at all last round. The only Tagish name to even be uttered was Chris and that was by Vic and Sam said no, we were going to do Casey. That also doesn't explain why Jared left ME out of the vote, when we talked literally all day that day.

Last time it seemed like everything was going well, I lost Anthony. So I don't trust this feeling of everything seemingly going according to plan. But in THEORY it is, in THEORY it should be a unanimous vote for Jared. We'll see what happens.

[7/29/16, 3:38:01 PM] Corey Cor: Awww you are awesome tbh. My first opinion of you was totally wrong lol

A very dear friend summed it up best when he said, "Why would anyone think that's a good thing to say..." I feel like that statement is Corey in a nutshull tbh