Hey Fabio.

Well to answer your question about not talking to you. I knew no game could be talked between you that wouldn't have got back to at least someone. I mean honestly, if I had to came to you to take out a Jaruud, you would have told them. So honestly there was no game to be talked about with you. As bad as it sounds, I focused on making the people I knew would work with me like me a lot. I know it probably means I won't win, but at the time I made the decision to try to make it to the end.

This isn't an excuse, but honestly, not having a chance to speak to you until the final 11 made it really hard. And knowing you were with the Jaruud 4, so like I knew you would not want to work with me. Even at one point I told Brett to ask you about taking out one of the Jaruud 4, I think it was Hali and you said it was too soon. So I knew you trusted them way more than me. And I think people wanting to keep me in the game at both final 10 and 8 says something about how much I made people feel they could trust me. John and Brett felt like I wasn't coming after them, so they wanted to keep me, and if you they didn't trust me, I would have went instead of you the round you left.

Yes I wanted you out, at final 10, I talked to Fran about how you were the most liked person in the cast, she of course said Misty would not vote for you. So I didn't push for it. And then the round you left, I wanted to vote Hali out, then you, and I told Fran that. Fran being impatient though, did not want to wait. So her and Ciera took you out. I personally felt like Hali was a bigger threat, so if I had it my way, you would have been gone the round after.

I knew that I was potentially going home, that is why that round I tried to get Hali out, but failed because Ciera went and told her everything, and ruined it for me. So that round me and Brett did try to make a move, but because Ciera ran straight to Hali and told her, I not only lost trust in her, but I had no other choice than to vote for Ciera, and try to stay loyal. But I knew Hali knew about me wanting her out. I think John did not want to vote me that round, because I formed a friendship with him prior to that.

I don't know where people are getting that I was bored in this game.. I had a blast in this game, it was amazing. Yes I was busy towards the end, that does not mean I was bored. I was setting up a new org, but I was not bored. I felt comfortable with the friendships I built with John, Fran,and Brett that they were not going to turn on me, but I never got bored.


I do not regret voting out Matt. He was never going to work with me personally. I knew Fran was not going to go against me, keeping her ensured my safety. I do not think I would have made it this far with Matt still in the game. It was both personal and strategic, not going to lie. I still think his comments were rude, regardless of the reason he uses to say they are not, whether he meant it or not. But I trusted Fran a whole lot more.